Alexa PenaVega needs individuals to know she’ll be okay.

One month after the Spy Kids alum and husband Carlos PenaVega shared that their daughter Indy Rex PenaVega was stillborn, Alexa gave her followers a transferring replace.

“So I just want to say, first off, that we’re actually doing really well considering everything,” Alexa—who additionally shares Ocean, 6, Kingston, 4, and Rio, 2 with the Big Time Rush alum—mentioned in a May 15 Instagram Video. “Carlos is outside with the kids right now. They’re all doing yard work and it’s super sweet.”

She continued, “This season, obviously, is the most traumatic thing that we’ve ever had to go through as a family but alone, like, I don’t think I’ve ever experienced anything quite like this. And I hope to never, ever have to experience anything like this again. We have obviously felt a lot of pain. Also, an insane amount of peace.”

The 35-year-old additionally shared that her well being declined following Indy’s passing, and “nobody could figure out what was wrong.”

But within the weeks since dropping their daughter, Alexa, Carlos and the entire household nonetheless really feel the impression Indy left on them.