Hailie Jade Scott Mathers is opening up in regards to the whirlwind of feelings she skilled whereas listening to her father Eminem’s new album, The Death of Slim Shady.

The 51-year-old rapper has been candid about his troubled previous, each in his profession and private life. Once often called one of the crucial controversial artists by his alter ego Slim Shady, Eminem now displays on the significance of life and leaving that persona behind. His new songs “Temporary” that includes Skylar Grey and “Somebody Save Me” that includes Jelly Roll deeply resonated with the 28-year-old podcast host.

Both tracks deal with his battle with dependancy, which he has now overcome, marking 16 years of sobriety. In “Somebody Save Me,” Eminem straight acknowledges Hailie, rapping, “Message to my daughters / I don’t even deserve the father title / Hailie, I’m so sorry / I know I wasn’t there for your first guitar recital / Didn’t walk you down the aisle / Missed the birth of your first child / Your first podcast, lookin’ down, sweetie.”

He continues, “I’m so proud of how you turned out / Sorry that I chose drugs and put ’em above you / Sorry that I didn’t love you enough to / Give ’em up, how the fuck do I not love you more than a pill?” While in “Temporary,” he speaks to Hailie about what life is perhaps like after his passing.

During an episode of her “Just a Little Shady“ podcast, Hailie shared her reaction: “Speaking of things I watched this past week—which, I guess I’ll say I watched, but I refuse to watch again—the ‘Somebody Save Me’ music video is out, and I did watch it… I don’t think I can do it again. I definitely cry every time I hear it.”

Growing up, Hailie revealed that her dad and mom, Eminem and Kim Scott, did “such a good job” of defending her from the darker elements of their lives when she was younger. However, as she grew older and have become conscious of the truth, she admitted, “It’s so scary to think about. I think that’s why I get emotional so much, just thinking that could have happened.”

As recollections are stirred by Marshall Bruce Mathers III’s songs, the recollection is deeply emotional for Hailie: “The older I get, the less I can listen to any of the songs,” she confessed.