Pearl Jam is again on the highway after sickness compelled the cancellation of a trio of live shows. Eddie Vedder stated the expertise left him deeply frightened.

“Can I just say that the last week, it almost felt like a near-death experience,” Vedder stated from on stage in Barcelona. “It was very uncomfortable, and it got frightening. It felt like chest bronchitis. It felt like maybe you couldn’t breathe, and maybe you wouldn’t make it through the night, and maybe you’d have to go to the hospital.”

Pearl Jam had been set to play June 29 in London after which July 2-3 in Berlin. They’ll return to the U.S in August after finishing these ongoing European dates, with stops in New York, Philadelphia and Boston, amongst others. A run of Australian exhibits follows in November.

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“You just realize how precious this life is,” Vedder added, and “how lucky we are to have been living on a planet where we can go around and play to incredible people like the people in this room here tonight. So, it was a poignant experience. I won’t be forgetting it anytime soon.”

The timing for this sickness could not have been worse: Pearl Jam is touring in help of their newest album Dark Matter, which simply arrived on June 22.

“The impacts of this decision are not lost on us,” Pearl Jam stated in a band assertion asserting the scrapped live shows. “We feel deeply that so many people spend their time, money, and emotional energy to get tickets and then to come see the band and it is heart-wrenching to have to disappoint you.”

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